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I;Me;Myself

Rajesh Dharmarajan

 

 Like all doting mothers, my mother had prayed earnestly for her child to be born to be one in a thousand people. God could do nothing but grant the sweet lady her wish and I was born as one in ten thousand people - I was born with Acute Intermittent Porphyria(AIP).

Let me not get into the intricacies of AIP. I was 11 years old, when my parents noticed my 'speciality' one day, while I pretended to be Alexander the Great and with a kitchen knife in my hand set out to conquer the park swing ruled by Attila the Hun (who infact was my classmate). I was told later on, that Attila would have lost an ear had my teacher not stopped me in time.

Perhaps it is because I am stricken with this disease that I had a burning desire to become a doctor to heal people. From my childhood itself I'd read about great doctors and one particular gentleman- Dr. Harvey Cushing-the father of Modern Neurosurgery. He had impressed me through and through.

By God's grace I got through the Medical Entrance Examination and on October 23, 2000, I - Krishna - walked through the portals of Calicut Medical College. I sat in the Biochemistry Lecture Hall awestruck at the beauty of the institution where I was to shape my career. A few minutes later a girl came and sat beside me. She was one of my batchmates.

After an hour of waiting (during which most of my batchmates had assembled in the lecture hall) a gentleman came in and announced that all the students were required to assemble in the Auditorium.

Flash

I felt as if something had struck me. I looked beside me and saw a nurse sitting there. "Nurse, follow me to the Auditorium". "What? What did you call me?" my batchmate asked. "I said, follow me Nurse," "No I won’t, you pompous fool." she said and folded her arms. "How dare you disobey a direct order from me, Dr. Harvey Cushing?" I said and pulled her by her hand to the auditorium.

Upon reaching there I was indignant at the fact that they hadn't reserved a seat for me on the dais. I had to be content with a seat in the first row and I pulled my nurse beside me. My batchmate had by now realized that I wasn't in my full senses and she began to play along. "Dr. Harvey, who?, .... sit here for some time, I'm sure they'll call you to address the gathering later on". "Yes, I guess you are right nurse, I'll quiet down for the time being."

The principal of Calicut Medical College addressed the audience and he talked eloquently about the nobility of the medical profession. How could he even think that his speech could compare with the discourse that I, Dr. Harvey, uhh.. Cushing, was about to give. His speech was followed by more from several HOD’s after which the principal invited members of the audience to come up and speak.

I got up from my seat but my nurse held me back. "Dr. I don't think this is the right time to talk". "Nonsense, Nurse, I can make a speech whenever I choose to. Now, let me go." I got onto the stage.

"Ladies and gentlemen, let me introduce myself. I am Dr. Harvey Cashing, a Neurosurgeon at the Massachusetts Hospital of Neurosurgery, USA". The audience fell dead silent. " I shall not delve into how noble our profession is, for the Principal has spoken at length about it. Instead I would like to talk about how innovation and ingenuity can advance our profession. Ours is a field that is constantly advancing..."

Suddenly my mobile rang. "Hello, What ? I'm required urgently, in the Operation Theatre? I'll be right there. Sorry folks, duty calls. Nurse, follow me". I ran off in the direction of the OT and half the audience followed me there. My nurse kept pulling me back but I was not to be stopped.

On reaching the OT I created a fuss about not letting me in. The ignorant fools hadn't recognised me. The principal came up and tried to console me. Suddenly I felt the jab of a syringe in my deltoid and I fell down unconscious.

I woke up as Krishna on a bed in one of the students’ wards in the CMC hospital and I told the house surgeon attending me about my illness. The principal too was right beside me and he told me that he understood my predicament. He was ready to forgive me on the condition that I would take my medications on time.

My nurse-my batchmate was also there and she smiled sweetly indicating that she too had forgiven me.

Medications help relieve most of the symptoms of AIP but I live in constant fear of having an attack of psychiatric disorder. I mean, its so unpredictable - it can happen just anytime, anywhere, while I'm doing anything.

Well, anyway I hope you liked this story I wrote.

Hey wait a minute, what am I saying?

Of course you liked it- it's a masterpiece. After all it was born of the fertile mind of Ernest Hemmingway-that's me of course.

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Rajesh Dharmarajan is a Medical student at the Calicut Medical college.This article was originally published in Odyssey the College Mag.

 

 

 

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